Oh Brother, Where Art Thou Hiding?

Dated: ??? But I DID find it on my computer, 21 August 2009

Novels, boredom, photoshop, klaxons, animal collective, weird tapes, wavves & instamatic.

I am very good at...

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Dancing on table tops and living for the now. Glad I am back to normal.

Have you seen them, The words cut open

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"There's something living in these lines
And when your newest kisser is peeking.
You dress yourself up tonight
get all tangled up in arms and legs its cramped up
and someone grabs a hold do you go ohhhhhh.
Should you go home.
There's something starting don't know why.
And in a house so cozy few words are spoken
lets take our shoes off and unwind
when there's minuets off in the background
drowning out eyes off ears off test the kiss goodnight.
Dont keep my loving on my mind."

Did you see the words- Animal Collective

I honestly don't understand why your putting me through this torture. I mean I realize that things didn't go as planned but instead of just being honest your avoiding me like a young child. We agreed that we'd always be upfront with each other but that obviously is no longer the case. Why do I always trust people like you?

I am the Hero of This Story, I don't Need to be Saved!

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I think that this is something new that I am going to try out. I am going to sum up my week in songs that portray the emotions and experiences of those 7 days. Like a soundtrack of the week type thing. So, If my week was turned into a movie this would be the soundtrack:

1. Kiss Kiss is Getting Old- Les Savy Fav
2. We are Beautiful, We are Doomed- Los Campesinos
3. Hologram World- Tiny Masters of Today w/ Karen O
4. Sleeping In- Postal Service
5. Fondu Au Noir- Couer De Pirate
6. Actor Out of Work- St Vincent
7. Us- Regina Spector
8. Drumming Song- Florence and the Machines
9. Do you Realize? - The Flaming Lips
10. Lover's Spit- Broken Social Scene
11.Lua- Bright Eyes
12. DLZ- Tv on the Radio
13. Hero - Regina Spektor


This week started out great and then I plummeted head first into something that appeared to be great, only to crash and burn and feel like shit.

Actually, as of this very moment my life feels like the point right before the climax of a movie's story line. The part where the protagonist comes to a life changing realization and some sad melodic piano based song begins to play. I am feeling like Regina Spektor's "Hero" would be appropriate at this moment.

Winter.

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"Goodnight my love, you seemed so nice 'til I knew you better
Now I can tell you're always thinking twice about what might be better
On the outside, there's no conscience, you're a victim of your cautiousness
You don't try, you just lie there hoping that someone will come to make it right"

The Dodos- Winter

I can't wait wait for fall and winter. Layered clothing, comfortable knits, hot beverages and cuddling for warmth. I also have a beautiful Free People trench coat and wool Betsey Johnson Luxe dress that are waiting to see the light of day. Is it winter yet?

A Wolf in Sheep's Clothing

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That's what you are and that all you'll ever be.

I am feeling a lot better now that I've come to that realization. These past days have been rough, but I am over it now.

Come Fly With Me. Let's fly, let's fly away...